December 2009
i feel a bit silly
having bought my eyes out at urban outfitters today… but maybe its like H&M and they have different things different places, and no one will have what i bought in toronto
also: levi’s jeans are amazing.
my house is full of happy done-exams people who are being supremely loud in their going-out preparations. this time tomorrow i will be flying over pennsylvania!! edit: i really have lost respect for one of my roommates whom i once considered a good friend..
3pm is an obscenely late start to a day.
“So I looked with fascination at those people in their mobes, and tried to fathom...”
– Anathem by Neal Stephenson
The movie “Being John Malkovitch” really creeped me out. Cool concept, but the last scene, with the little girl with the lusting puppeteer inside her was so wrong.
Roommate Drama
weighs on me like a ton of bricks (made of stress) for some reason.
so annoyed.
bad night. getting stuck with annoying people at a bar when you’re not drinking that much sucks.
And so begins a very sober lifestyle.
negative temperatures
they should really make fleece lined jeans. my skinny jeans feel non-existant in the cold. the leg-layering begins.
is it weird that i feel like i should apologize to my prof. for doing so terribly in her class?
Four Days Too Late, Dammit. →
today's weather: icy sludge
winter is finally here. no woop from me. at 5am it was a beautiful, snow coated winter wonderland, where did the rain come from??
i am ever-increasingly wanting to live alone, or maybe with one other person if they are a boy.
Toothpaste Kisses by the Maccabees
headache this...
a-new-reality:
neeeeeed to stop watching tv and dooo some work. grumble.
that has been my life for the past 48 hours. we can band together and do it.
having your burden recognized feels good, but doesn’t lift it off your shoulders. if only it did.
ah, rejection. keeps us in check.
now that kathy is in pellet town (korea)
i have done some crazy shit. i am not going to say what it is.
drunk at 930; where the fuck is my phone!!???
“If you want to understand the future, don’t pay attention to how technology is...”
– Jay Parkinson
why am i so afraid to ask for what i really want,...
why is confrontation so terrifying?
shit shit shit. 20 minutes and 200 words to go. my bullshitting skills have gone downhill. 24 hours until the week of hell is done!!!!
so frustrated.
severely dislike automated answering systems.
